its thursdaY

waaaaa....... this week i've been fasting replace few days that i had been left on ramadhan fasting month.....heeeeeeeeee..... today is my last day to replace it..... but, it was so hard for the last one... hunger is killing me deeply...... :( and today is thursday.... i only have two classes to day... on 8 am till 10 am n 4 pm till 6 pm.... waaaa.... now is afternoon its my free time.. it suppose to be my relaxing day.... but the hunger make me wanted to die.....wuuuuu... i can smell of food far away from the cafe......waaaaa..... i am starving...wuuwuwuwuwuwuu... my roommate are eating in our room....waaaaa.... i can't stand it...but i have to.... i must to.... last day.... next week will be fasting month...wuwuwuuuuu... i really wanted to eat McD burger, KFC, cheese cake, 'durians', milo shake, ABC, 'cendol', yoyo drinks, wafer, ice cream, 'roti canai', soto, bakso, and lots more that i am still thinking right now before fasting month on day light..... i must fulfill my appetite.....hahahahahaahaha.... beware to my boyfriend...hahaha... because he is the one who have to fulfill my needs.....hahahahahaha...yeah... can't wait for tomorrow..... my first demand.... huhu... going out with someone special to eat McD burger...hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha....

sUnDay EveNinG

just like y0u all knew....

i was at my home yesterday...staying for a night...

and now... i am is back to hostel...

and now is evening....

well, as my plan yesterday i am hoping my dad wanted to drive me to hostel on monday...

but, he didn't want me to rush on morning to my class...

so...now i am arrived here..in my campus...

but it was a little bored if i am staying in my room alone...

hehe..s0, now...i am hang up with my special partner....

(my b0yfriend) hehehehehehehe....

and having ABC (air batu campur) hahahahaha...

ok...that all...bye....

t0day is friday!!!!

yeah!!!!!!

friday........love this day.....

hehehehehe.... t0m0r0w after having senamrobik on morning..

i'll take a bus and back to my h0me....heeeeeeeee....

i miss my mum!!! i miss the smell of my homevillage...!!

yeah!!! my beloved 'kampung'..huhu...

its been a month i didn't back to my house...

usually i'll be back every weekend..

hehehehe...... but just because its was early week of lecture...

just had a little bit busy...and tired..?

haha... what ever it is.. can't wait till tomorow..huhu

mum....wait for me...!!! ummmm...yum yum...

want to eat tasty food in cook by my mum...huhu

feeling of excited and unpatient are around me....!!

al0ne

i am now staying in hostel...

but???? i am alone....

why??? one of my roommate is staying on her friends room....

and the other two are yet moving their things on our room...

but not moving themselves into this room...

s0?? i am alone...every single night i'll sleep with fear around me..

because i am afraid of being alone but i had to...

what can i do...

just keeping myself silence without any protest of things happen around me.

either people are taking advantages i even didn't know..

i even didn't have any words to describe this..

well... just let it like that.. i even didn't know how to fix it..

it's been a week or more i've been like this...

even my night became more quite and bored..

ok...that all for this time....see you..bye...

daily day..

my daily day start with woke up early or can call as late morning... and rushing to get ready to my class that take about 10 minutes for me walking from my rent house. its been a rushing day for me everyday. but its all just because of myself. my bad attitude....never change and always be in myself....how am i going to change if i didn't let it go by helping myself?? haha...getting confuse?? me either....well.... that me... heee.....getting bored living outside of my campus... but recently i had a news that i already got a room in the dorm at my campus...hahahaha....feeling happy...but a little bit upset because i have to leave my housemate and at the same time i have to meet my new roomates...well... as i can says... i am not a friendly person.. haha.. whatever it is.. as long i am staying in the campus and near to my class... its fine..whatever challenge i will get through it... yes i can.. huhu... k..thats all for now... bye2...

little bit about me..

hi... i am fiza.. i am not a friendly person to be.. but i am easy to mix with people that i already knew...haha... everyday i will smile...just smile for life.. just goes through these world with smile even if we had a lot of mess in life... what ever it is..i am cheerful what ever happen to me... my friends always laughing to any words that came out from my mouth.... i love it like that.. make people smile.. and at the same time helping myself and the others to forgotting their own problem.... world is so mess with trouble.... its depend on us how to manage our own life... that is for now... just a little bit thought from me exactly....and from there you all describe about me... ok... that all... bye2..... :)

p/s: smile always....